Faithfulness.

His promise never fails.

I may not always understand. I may have my questions of ‘why’s’ or ‘what if’s’. But no matter where I am in my emotional process, He remains faithful.

Transplant happened in January. By all charts, he should feel better now. Yet the charts did not see unrelated issues.

Today was another check up and iron infusion. Good news – hemoglobin is climbing and is almost at normal range! All results from GI biopsies point to all clear – no infection, no cancer, no sign of amyloid!!

But also no answer to the constant pain in abdomen. GI doctor believes it might be damaged nerve from the lung biopsy. But really doesn’t know. Oncologist is disappointed with results as he had hoped more extensive tests would have been run to help pinpoint issue.

So what now? No plan. At least not in the natural.

My plan? Pray and trust.

I came across this picture tonight. I took this a week ago outside our home. Immediately I heard the words of a song….

“Your promise still stands

Great is Your faithfulness, faithfulness

I’m still in Your hands

This is my confidence

You’ve never failed”

See, it really isn’t dependent on whether doctors have an answer. It’s dependent on the fact that I have promises to stand on. His faithfulness remains whether I see and understand or not.

And in that I fully trust Him.

So tonight I prayed. I don’t know what to pray except – “Abba, You know.”

And I wait for another little miracle